Thinking...Thinking...

if love means to love,its totally bullshit

mid-terms over...end-terms starting...

end-term exam is about 2~3months away.i NEED TO GET A AVERAGE OF 95 TO GET MY ASS TO SINGAPORE.T.T.its gonna be one hell of a job.well wish me luck tahat i will get 95.

poker faced everyday..

i dont know what to feel,how to feel and what to look like.

soo cold

morning tommorow will be 9 degrees.T.T its too cold.i was waiting for her when i nearly froze to death at 9 in the evening.in the evening.....its 5 degrees.my hair froze.LOL.all stiff and cold.time to buy more hooded-t's~~~~have a happy day everyone!and going to singapore on my winter break is 60-40%.but MUST get average of 95 so...must study.T.T take care everyone!

is too tired

my temperature hit 39.7degrees.so tired.so cold at 35 degrees.feels so DEAD.

my arm....

oh my god....my arm feels like JELLO.i hit the soccer goal post at full speed.T.T hurts like HELL

hurts so much.

you touch HER.like ONE STRAND of hair...i'll kill you.but damn.my cheek bone hurtslike hell!

had an unbelievable day.happiest in my life

is a happier man everyday

a futsal tournament.....never ever wanna participate again.

damn...my arm leg body and my butt is sore!practically flew my body.bloody bastards are so lazy but well...im lazy too.oh ya!we got fourth out of 32.(is that bad?)and im so bloody tired.so i shall go sleep though its bloody 6

lazy post!

god....been a few days since i visited this piece of trash.haha not that much of a trash but..its DEAD.and well im happy a misunderstanding is cleared.lol happy~~~

i have grown fat....this is gonna be one long war against calories.

i ate about 25meals in 2~3days....and slept.eat,sleep for 5weeks....gonna get you FAT.well i know i am...gone way past the 49mark.i think its..53/???god.....i got my weapon..the skipping rope!i shall skip to lose weight .and in the end..i will win the fats

if this is life...i'll be happy.if im beside you...i'll explode with joy.

You cant love and be wise its too hard

i am sorry~~~

well i cant go to singapore.holidays are up in two weeks,dad is out of country.at leeast i have facebook,skype,blog to stay in touch(i think).im still mapling and its fun.and studying is......is not bad.sorry everybody but im afraid....you guys have to wait till december.

sorry for the un-updation of my blog

apparently,someone bloody got the whole internet down in my house.and the troublemaker,is me.who else would messed it up?and the un-updation(i just made a word up)of my blog is now solved!internet is back in order,and i am busy mapling.new job came out,but is so crappy.and well,life is still good to me.not bad.still playing and studying.got an average of 88 and was actually suprised.cause the papers here in korea are crap easy.well not so bad for a guy who lived in singapore for eight years in his life.and i still miss it.haha,anyways take care!

heelo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

how's life everyone?i have been busy...mapling!how ya and the maple cygnus job came out in 2007.but i think singapore is coming out at july or something.i'll give you a tip.take the flame wizard.its good in second job.well back to life.been busy with school work and nth!so much homework.need to stay up late.which has been my schedule for about 1 week.well till i blog again....

take care everyone!!!!

just heard bad news.found out there is another stalker.

how i found out?i was going to library to meet my friends when suddenly,a group of girls popped out of the blue saying,do you like anyone?if there is who?what class?what number?what would you have done if you were in that position?i'll tell you what i did.it was dumb.i said no and started walking but!they caught my collar and said follow us, i said let go, they did.and i ran.not until i realised,they were holding bloody umbrellas.you know the bloody hook for the big umbreallas?caught my collar with that!i was like damn!motherfuck man.and i got a question.how can you get fixed up in a relationship when i dont like her,but she likes me.you dont have relationship with only one partner liking.you need both of'em liking each other.damn.i guess they had no sense.no wonder their IQ is a two-digit number.and why do i get messed up like this EVERY time i try to live a peaceful life?can someone answer me?is it a sin to be born?i know its not but damn,it feels like it.please someone save me from this piece of messed up shit.please.

why me?actually,why not?

hello!i am so bored!my maple is currently not working.my fifa is uninstalled.what can i do?i shall blog!haha.i wonder how's peoples lifes nowadays.i hope its not too bad.cause a good life is a good future!haha.what a wise thought.jokes.well.still.everybody take care!

i am exhausted

haha hello to my blog!its been long.i've been busy...with mapling!i hit 41 in 2 weeks.my friends and i had a bet.and i WON!!!!about 50 bucks.haha
suckers
well this week has been rough.lots of playing and studying.i got to go.take caree!!!

my bad my bad.i'm kinda busy with school work

AH SHIT! man it is stressful.my dad came to korea.he was on a bloody buisness trip so he said,"hey,let me come for a visit."man it was NO visit.he came here for 1 week.didnt even go out!but he just went few days ago to see someone.but,the good news is,my aunt let us keep her pet dog and cat for 1 week cause she had to fly to u.s to get my cousin/her son.well sorry for not updating s long cause
1.im lazy
2.im busy
3.i gotta keep the rule in the house.the cat fights with the dog,and amazingly the cat wins.
well i hope i can get on the computer more,cause my sister is hogging it every bloody time.take care!

Hello!

sorry for not posting much.well i've been busy.playing and studying.and living!man thats fun.take care!

grabbed from yi yings blog.

1. How old will you turn in 2009?13.does that change anything?
2. Would you rather have one person or have many relationships?one.
3. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?no
4. When was the last time you laughed?today,i was playing with my friends when he banged his on a pole
5. What were you doing at 4am this morning?listening to music
6. What's your relationship with the last person you texted?last person....i dunno
7. What did you do today?went to a birthday
8. Who do you really want to see now?everyone!
9. Will your next kiss be a mistake?hey, i didnt even waste my first yet
10. Who's your last missed call?my uncle,he called at midnight
11. What's something you really want now?a trillion bucks and all my friends
12. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?gotta get ready for the bloody birthday
13. Would you go back in time if you had a chance?sure.i'll study shit harder
14. What's something you need to go shopping for?everything
15. Do you want kids?no plan for marrying.
16. Are you in love with anyone?love?no.
17. How's your heart lately?active and pumping
18. When was the last time you slept on the floor?i have no idea
19. Is your phone close to you?i dont have one
20. What is bothering you now?whether to give another shot at love
21.What does your last received text message say?dont have a phone
22. Where are you now?home,playing with the dog
23. Are you listening to music?yes
24. Do you like country music?not so bad
25. Do you wet toothbrush before toothpaste?i do either
26. How is your hairstyle right now?pyogo mushroom
27. Do you like your first name?not so bad
28. The last thing you drank?water?
29. What you sing obnoxiously in the car?wad's obnoxiously ?!
30. What did you do 15 minutes ago?washing up
31. Do you think you are a good person?not so good but fair
32. The first contact in your phone?hmm dont have a phone
33. The sweetest person in your life?vikki and ryo will know
34. The closest male to you now?ryo
35. The person you're chatting with now?no one
36. The languages you are able to speak?english,chinese,korean(definitely)and a little bit of malay.
37. The last person whom you screwed?what the hell im 13
38. One word about your life now.good
39. Where do you wish to work?hmmm......a law firm?
40. What are you specially good at?soccer,flirting(my friends said that),and i dunno,playing?
41. Would you date someone younger than you? sure.but same age will be better
42. Who are you to yourself?a normal person with a good familly,nice friends.
43. Do you forgive people easily?yes.im not the type for grudges.longest time i hated someone was about...2 days?
44. Which girl is precious to you now?all my friends who are girls in sg,korea
45. Dressing style?hat,plain white t shirt,jeans,shoes.
46. How are you different from other girls?im a guy
47. The bad point in yourself?hmm...gives up too easily.
48. The last contact in your phone?dont have a phone.
49. Your favourite song?everything
50. The two hated contacts in your phone?dont have a phone
51. Learn one language in 10 days? sure,you have 240hours,why not?
52. One gorgeous girl you come across?my.?
53. Who's your biggest enemy? a fucker in my class
54. Which gang do you support?my GROUP.its not a gang.its a GROUP that kills fuckers
55. What do you think about gangsters?its not good.thats one thing.
56. Proper age to join in a gang?never.
57. Do you have any blogspot?lol.ya think?
58. Do you like people who smoke?i am some sort of allergic to smoke.
59. What do you think about modelling?my mom asked me if i wanted that
60. Given a chance, would you like to be a model?i'll consider
61. Whose approval do you usually seek of?mine
62. What do you wish to be in the future?lawyer
63. Tag 6 people to do the quiz:anyone

i am at school and i posted this.

loled man.computer lesson.so crappy.fuck this shit.i just decided to take a look.you know like have a look what 's going on in the internet.i looked at youtube and saw some japanese shows and shit they were funny.they were fascinting and funny
loled.everybody in sg take care!

loled.baseball isnt such a bad sport.

woo!baseball.its not SO bad after all.you now the goddamn pitcher?he threw the bloddy ball at my face.i dodged it,but it hit my HAIR like a rocket zooming through space.damn,the part where the ball went past,some hair was lost.i felt BALD for a instant.and i was the pitcher.threw it at HIS face.hit his glass,fell down,woke up,fucked up.he was like,"mmmmm...where's the bathroom?"we loled and wanted to countinued the game and he stood up and took batter position again.i played properly.i threw it straight but he thought that it was in this face so he went in front and got hit in the groin.mother fuck.its not my fault.he went in.in the end,he woke up and rubbed his balls.and he said,"MAN they are smooth.its like i put botox."lOLed.playing baseball?better be careful.

tagged.....by yina!

TEN ARE YOUS - Are you single ? no?.
- Are you happy?at least im not sad
- Are you bored ?not much
- Are you fair ?word?- Are Italian ? nope
- Are you intelligent ?a bit? .- Are you honest ? yes
- Are you nice-depends on who i deal with
- Are you irish ? nope
- Are you asian ?sure
TEN FACTS - Full name : mein dong yoon
- Nicknames : about a few
- Birthplace -korea
-Hair colour - Brown/Black
- Natural hairstyle - mushroom
- Birthday -5 of june
- Mood -happy?
- Favourite colour -white,red.
- One place you would like to visit -rome
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
- Have you been in love ? Yuppe
- Do you believe in love at first sight ? no
- Do you currently have a crush ?no
- Have you ever broken anyone's heart ?yes
- Have you ever been hurt emotionally - im not emotional..am i?
- Have you ever had your heart brokened ? stabbed,but didnt break
- Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling them ?no
- Are you afraid of commitment ?i like commitments
- Who was the last person you hugged ? my cute stuffed toy.
-Who was th last person you said i love you to ? my life TEN THIS OR THATS
- Love or lust - lust
- Hard liquor or beer ? beer
- Cats or dogs ? cats-
A few best friends or any regular friends ? either.cause i dont give up both
- Creamy or crunchy ? crunchy
- Pen or pencil ? either.
- Wild night out or romantic night in ? wild night
- Money or happiness ? any.i dont give up both
- Night or day ? day
- IM or phone ? i'll take the phone
TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
- Been caught sneaking out ? a few times
- Seen a polar bear ? yes,the wonderful zoo
- Done something you regret ? nope.nothing in life is worth regretting
- Bungee jumped ? dont want to.fear of heights.not normal 5m or 6m.60m?no way
- Eaten food that fell on th floor ? i fed it to the dog
- Finished an entire jaw breaker ? want one.
- Been caught naked ? almost
- Wanted an ex gf/bf back ? yes...
- Cried because you lost a pet ? yes.the hamster got half the body stuck when i was 9
- Wanted to disappear ? nope.no matter how embarrassing,i took it as life.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
- Smile or eyes ? eyes
- Light or dark hair? dark
- Hugs or kisses ? any is good
- Shorter or taller ? shorter
- Intelligence or Attraction ? i'll take both
- Topman or Zara ? what the hell is that...
- Funny or serious ? funny when i need it,serious when it is important
- Older or younger ? prefer younger but the same age will be nice
- Outgoing or quiet ? outgoing with friends,but quiet when alone
- Sweet or bad ? any is good
TEN HAVE YOUS
- Ever performed in front of a large crowd? LOLED yes
- Ever talked on a phone longer than an hour ? is 58minutes counted?
- Ever tried walking on your hands -yes,got an extreme headache
- Ever been to a rock concert ? yuppe
- Ever been on a cheerleading team ? not much of a cheer person.
- Ever been on a dance team? nope
-Ever been on a sports team? it was good
-Ever been in a drama play/production? nope
- Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? wish i could.
- Ever been in a rape video ? why would anyone want to be in a rape video?
TEN LASTS - Last phone call you made ? a month ago
- Last person you hugged ? stuffed toy
- Last person you hung out with ? my friends
- Last time you worked ? house chores counted?
- Last person you talked to ? my sister to help me cook a instant noodles.
- Last person you IM-ed to ? is it international message or smth?
-Last person you texted ? dont have a phone
- Last person(s) you went to the movies with ? malcolm,ryo,john,erny,jannelle,marin at singapore,dec 9 1.30.
- Last person/thing you missed ?my friends in singapore
- Last website visited ? mousebreaker.com.its addictive

dota?....

i'll think about it.gimme about a week a so.i might play.so stay updated you hobos.SMILES!★☆§ㅇ§☆★

all stars★☆★☆★☆★for first month of school and some psychological thing.

made the whole class my friend.LOLED.it was pretty amazing.they just make friends when they first meet.they go like,'hello,who is this?"the other one replies,"umm...your friends friend?"the guy laughs and start a real retarded topic.how big is your umm...."you know what".something thats the main thing for a 'Morning Wood".its retarded and disgusting.I know.i understand.but ladies,you gotta understand that this is pretty confusing.its disgusting,cause woman dont know everything about man.im not saying you should,but to a certain point.for man,talking about..."you know what" is a joke,but for ladies,i guess its personal stuff.why is it confusing?cause man dosent know everything about their you know what in reality.so we gotta take the scientific rule.and the scientific rule is very grim.so they watch and read all sorts of CRAP.you know why man buy nice cars?cause in their reality,they need woman.but woman,need nice materials.i swear , if a man can have "you know what" in a cardboard box,they wont buy a house,porshes and ferraris.but man,i wish i could have a ferrari.haha.i hate police.it dosent mean i wanna abolish them.i just hate them.they keep on picking on small little kids and say,"where is your mother small little kid?"then the kid swears.the kid dosent even know its a swear word.he just says it.and the police man whacks the kids but and says,dont say that kid.it will gte you alot of whacking.if i was a lawyer,i would sue that mother....ing police officer,drag his butt to court,and have him in jail.i mean,what the,no WHY the hell do you whack a small kid?why do you even talk to him?LOLED.its retarded.i know.but its better to have a meaning to it then not.SMILES!★☆§ㅇ§☆★

lets start with a new mind.

lOL.had a month to think about this thing.but i figured it all out in two minutes.but i researched for a month.vikkis' blog and marins'.see how they were living.they were actually doing well.not better not worse,but exactly the same.amazed?a bit.fascinated?a lot.tell you the reason next time.i'll change a bit by a bit.see if you guys can adapt a bit better.